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 I CAN'T WAIT FOR IT TO BE CHRISTMAS!

WILL YOU SPEND IT WITH ME?

EDITED
I so gonna change my blog to tumblr once I'm so done with exams. That should be one of my 'bucket list' items.

Been away for good, EXAMS whatelse?
Totally miss typing out a good likeable entry. Anyway, just some updates.
I found out my eyecandy name and so conincidentally he took QET test and sat like 1 seats away from me. I was smiling ear to ear.
Mugging and more mugging. Done with 3 papers, and left with 1 more to go on Monday then it's HOLIDAYS.
Seriously I can't wait to go out and meet up with my darlings, short getaway and perhaps party the night away.
OH OH OH, and I can't wait for Christmas though there's hardly a decent celebration. Gonna plan a 'bucket list' for the holidays.

On the side note, I think I did my best for the exams cause everytime I come out of the exam hall I'm feeling so exhausted if not hungry. So is that a good sign?

Oh, I wanna take many photos, shopping, tanning and have hell loads of fun before starting school again in JANUARY, omg, it's going to be 2010 in like a month's time. FAST!!! And I'm getting older. I'm waiting for Monday to come so that I can plan a whole loads of things to do. =)

Loved and take care.

Entry 390

Apparently, I don't blog intensively like many others. The blog has been created ages ago and it has slightly a year's worth of entry. Oh well.


Anyway, I need to say that I'm fucking guilty not staying home over the weekend to mug for the exams which is next week. NEXT WEEK! Is like a week away and lectures ended like only last week. Anyway, watched 3 movies - Capitalism: A love Story, Jennifer's Body and 2012. Loved 2012, I like movies revolves around end of the world and such. Capitalism was okay and worse of all, i mean WORSE OF ALL has definitely got to be Jennifer's body. Too predictable, and apart from the fact that Megan Fox is hot, nothing of that movie I guess is worth watching at all.

Anyway, did a short reflection on the bus ride home after watching 2012:

" What if it really comes true? What will I do? Where will I be? Who will I be with? Who should I call? What should I do now? Travel and captures the very last sight of the earth? I don't know. I just know I don't want to have any more regrets and perhaps find love and love some. 

Anyway, I know it won't happened in the next few weeks so I've gotten studies for my exams and tried to excel. I don't want to regret not doing well. And I guess I will say and tell him. Not now I guess."

So, last night plan to wake up at 630am to study but it failed terribly. I only managed to wake up at 8am. At least I've gotten part 1 of today's planned revision done. I'm proud of myself. Gonna stick to my plan and mug like madness and shall let my hair done for the next month.

Can't wait for Christmas and New Year. Shopping, Sentosa, perhaps KL-trip. Totally can't wait and gonna plan for my semesters. I know, total geek but that's part of who I am. Oh well, gonna go back to my revision before I run behind time.

Loved and take care.

*PS: OH OH OH, thanks to Shaoling whom made my night ytd. She texted me after seeing my twitter. Such a darling. Loves.

*PPS: And YOU, thanks for replying to my sms and made me smile to sleep.

Quick Post

Tomorrow am having my German test. NERVOUS, cause I did awfully lousy at the first.

Anyway, exams is up in 2 weeks and some lectures are not even done. Tell me about it!
Actually there isn't much to write at this point, my mind is filled with exams, Exams and EXAMS!
Literally hounding me and grades is ever so important, like DUH!?

Gonna go mug for my german test. Good thing is that am going for movie marathon on Saturday and it's free.
I know, I'm the biggest cheapo here! HAHA.
Tschuss bis dann!

Love and take care.

Crumbling?

I have to admit that I've not been myself for the past 3 months! Been trying very hard to fit in, trying very hard to prove that I could it in Uni, trying very hard to score well and not disappoint myself. At some points, I thought I did it but at times I feel like a total crapshit. I realised I was too complacent and then begin to doubt myself.

I hate to feel that way, cause it gets programmed into the brain. Not good. But anyway, I've decided to tried my ultimate best for all modules and try to get a min. B grade for all. Then gonna spend the holidays planning and getting the right modules. Need a plan that will bring me nearer to what I want. And just decided that I ought to be doing great that 10 years after my graduation, I'll be invited back to speak to the freshies. HAHA.

Right now, all I need is my focus. Sometimes it is really hard, especially when you trying your best but end up doing less better than those whom appeared to be partying and not studying. It's really depressing to know. I just want to do my best and not let my parents and myself down. I gonna try all means to get it done. I don't want to be feeling like I've not done my best anymore.

Something on the lighter note, been feeling great these days, perhaps it's my distractions as well. That's why I've been telling myself not to think too much and focus. But it's hard, really, especially when the person is great at cheering you up. Anyway, as much as I want to think about it, I won't cause the exams are 3 bloody weeks away!!! STRESSED!

So badly wanna go for a short trip in December and can't wait for Christmas to come. Gonna plan for that once exams are so over. Then take the time to catch up with friends and have fun. Maybe when I learn to have fun, I might do better in my studies! HAHA!

In the mean time, I just got to mug hard and hope I won't crack under pressure. Let's mug hard and we'll see each other at the top. =)
Loved and take care.

Dwelling

Suddenly had the interest to blog. So here it goes, and be warned it can be real boring.

Was on the bus journey home yesterday after my not-so-smooth German oral test which kinda depressed me a little. Then I begin to think about my future and all throughout the bus journey. I felt like I was somewhat enlightened. I've decided to try my best for German, and shall see my results. If I badly scrap through, I might drop it for good and mug hard for other modules. Then apply to go for Student Exchange Program (SEP).

I don't want to be lost and wandering, and not knowing what to do anymore. I'm getting too old to be asking myself that, and I need a plan. The only sad thing is that, I don't like knowing that I cannot pick up a language and stick to it to the end. That's the only thing that's disturbing to know. It is hard when you expect yourself to do and achieve something yet end up not being able to. HATE IT. But gonna start to make plans, backup and all that. Need to buck up!

I don't want to give up anymore as it erodes my confidence more. So I guess I'll channel what's left of me to improve and excel. While typing this, I just hate the thought of giving up German when I've decided to mug for it and do well for it.

Okay, so much of nonsensical ranting. Finally one Tuesday I don't have to rush like crazy over my assignments despite there's one due next week. Anyway, Mum's on leave so went to visit Grandpa. I've been feeling this huge flow of emotions when I see elderly these days. I don't know why.

Oh, and I badly wanna catch movies, My Sister's Keeper and 500 Days of Summer. I wanna cry my eyeballs out!!! And I think I like the situation of having a sms from someone that makes you smile. =) Plus, am so looking forward to my Night Safari Halloween Horror trip with darlings and ying. And my free zoo trip! Gonna catch up on my work.

Bis Dann!
Loved and take care.

Finally some sense of relief

Been 3 long weeks since I last put in an entry.
I've been really busy in school, mainly focusing on Orange Week which ended yesterday! And it's a great success I think given the fact that we faced so many obstacles throughout the course of preparation.
I've received the worst news ever, I flunked my 2 semester test, and worse of all, I scored the lowest (so I think, but who can get lower than 39?)

Oh, and I have two semester test this week and hopefully I didn't screw it up. Feel like I've been underperforming all these while. Have been trying to keep my focus and continue to mug but like nothing seem to be translated into results. Seriously, if exams are nearing, I might just go MIA for good. Extreme but I think it will keep me focus. And I misses my friends badly, I need to go for retail therapy!

YAY! Am going to Night Safari with my darlings for Halloween Night! Looking forward and hopefully we take like few hundred photos because it's been ages since I've taken photos. =)

Btw, my mind is a whirl. Like there's so much to plan for school, like what to major and need to plan for exchange program. But right now, just wanna take things slower but will continue to mug and hopefully I can score better grades. Love life is still as boring, or rather still plain. HAHA, RANDOM.

Oh, might consider switching to tumblr when I get the time to explore and create it. =)

Loved and take care.